I was born in Marian year 1954 in the Coombe and lived in Francis Street, just around the corner, for the early part of my life. I was beaten in school and fought in the streets and generally felt out of place. I ran away from home at 13 and I suppose you could say that’s when I first became homeless. Life was tough but comedy and laughter kept me going; It allowed me to rise above a difficult environment.
I was a gambler from the age of 14. I stopped gambling at the age of 17 because I was afraid I’d lose money which I could spend on the drug of my choice; alcohol. I drank heavily and stopped doing everything else. I was ‘Des the Drunk’ and people laughed at me.
My life changed when I met Sr. Concilio on the 1st April 1984. April Fools Day; I ‘ve often wondered does the good lord have a sense of humour. She took me in and sought to understand me. Staying off drink is a hard battle and all the things that were pushed down with drink started to come up. I’ve had panic attacks when I’ve been sober too.
Life has improved dramatically with sobriety. I’ve lived in Jamaica, and China and spent time in U.S.A. and Australia. I’ve served in the Irish Army.
I got my current place in 2009 but homelessness doesn’t stop when you get a place; you need to feel at home within yourself. I’ve always wanted to participate in the arts and Sr. Stan Kennedy gave me that opportunity. It was also around this time that I was first diagnosed with autism. I realised I had it all my life and that was why I had always felt out of place. Focus Ireland helped me understand a lot of things about myself. My Streets has built on this and given me a sense of purpose and value. I walk the streets in a different way now; with my head held high.
I recently received a QQI Level Five in Theatre Performance and have also self-published my writing which is available here;
http://www.dezijaym.com/p/publications.html